I guess I spoke too soon about the progress I thought I was making. I am feeling anxious again, I can feel the tension in my chest again and I’m going to cut tonight.
I’m trying to stay calm right now but it’s really hard. Even my yarn isn’t helping right now. I can’t focus enough to untangle the giant knot in it. I don’t even want to do basic things on days like today.
Anyway I’ll add more later.